a dream? ~~~ by Me

I do not have the strength to saythe feelings buried deep within
my soul that aches
the tears that fall
my heart that breaks
it all is gone
I love him so he has my heart
in his hand lays all my trust
he curls his fingers and gently squeezes
the blood that flows slowly freezes
I gasp for breath and stare in his eyes
i glow with trust love and life but saldy tho its not returned
for in his eyes all hope dies
I watch his fingers bury deep
as my heart begins to bleed
the grin that forms upon his lips
as he tells me now ...begin to strip
i stand alone on shacky legs
as all clothes are slowly stripped away
no decency is left for meI am his now I can not flee
i close my eyes as tears do flow
all I wish is for him to go
but a gentle hand now lays on my skin
a touch so light it's like a ghost
I dare to look afraid to see the hand is his, there's a gentle squeez
a nightmare he whispers into my ear
now close your eyes and dream my dear
of us together us alone the love we share can not be undone
wrapped in his arms and in our bed
a smile forms upon my lips as dreams do dance within me head
of us together us alone and the love we share not to be undone