Thursday, November 26, 2009

The Dance~for my Master~~~~~ by me

I can close my eyes and picture us dancing somewhere, a bar/restaurant somewhere where there is slow music, low lights, about five other couples on the floor mostly older.  We are already looked at as being the cute "young" couple with friendly smiles from the older couples as we walk onto the dance floor.
Dancing slowly, swaying to the music, pressed close together. A couple of the older gentlemen smile at you and nod their heads as they hold their partners at the "correct" distance. But we stay close together my head on your shoulder turned so I can kiss your neck a little here and there. Letting my hands dip a little past your waist line with a gentle squeeze to your ass and then slide them back up to your neck where I begin to slowly rub it.  Tracing my fingers up and down the center of your neck, kneeding my thumbs into the mucles and looking up at you. Leaning in for what starts out as a very soft kiss, a gentle brush of our lips. My hips pressed against yours I can feel you kind of twitch beneath your pants when our lips touch so I bite a little, not painfully, on your lower lip. I feel another little twitch and feel your hands pull me closer to you. I part my lips and let my tongue trace your lips till yours part and then delve my tongue into your mouth touching the tip of my tongue to yours. A gentlemen from one of the couples clears his throat and you look over and kind of smile and nod at him while I try to drag your attention back to me trying to get my lips back onto yours. You don't let me have your lips immediately you kind of rock your head to the side and say "now now pet...behave" and kind of chuckle as you grip my ass pulling you tight against you.  I can feel your hardness bulging beneath your pants. I hesitate making another move being conflicted on if it would be good or bad to try to kiss you again but then I feel you pressed hard against me almost feeling like your cock is pressed up against my clit that is exposed under my dress. I look up at you and your grinning.  I push my lips against yours almost bruising them while I push my tongue into your mouth.  I hear you moan which just encourages me more. Pressed firmly against your lips and feeling that all your concentration is there I quickly drive my hand beneath your pants and grip your cock. I feel your body sort of push against mine as if your knees give out. I hear one of the women next to us gasp. But I pay her no attention....all my attention is on pleasing my Master. I push my hand up to the tip and place my palm so that the tip is in the center of my hand then pushing down forching the tip to run across my palm and sliding your shaft through my fingers. I do this a few times each time getting a little rougher. As I have worked my way from your lips to your neck sucking on it deeply and listneing to you moan with each rough stroke.  You are then tapped on the shoulder by one of the gentlemen who distinctly says "you have a very interesting dance but I believe it might be best if you leave the dance floor". You kind of look at him with a look of anger but then soften and tell him that you are sorry our dance has disturbed him and that he is right that it is time to leave the dance floor. You step back as my hand is snapped out of you pants and say "come pet it is time to return to our table".
I look to the floor upset with myself for I feel I have upset you and I follow you to the table making sure to keep my head down and eyes to the floor. We sit at our table and you say nothing at all which causes me to feel more guilt for not pleasing you. Minutes pass and waiters have come with glasses of wine and left again. You look at me and tell me to kneel before you. I get up from my chair and do as I am told ......the couple at the next table looks over and shakes their heads and gets up ....we here the women mumble something about young folks and manners. The dance floor is a few tables in front of us and is slightly crowded with the remaining guest of the restuarnt. You look down at me and say I believe my pet is still looking for desert. I look up at you wondering at first what you might mean until my mind clicks and I know and say a simple yes Master I am. I watch as you lift the cornor of the table cloth up and I can see that you have undone your pants and you are sitting their with your cock fully erect and exposed. you simply look at me and tell me pet if you wish to have desert I believe you will have to work for it. I crawl closer to you and look up at you, a waiter passes and almost drops his tray seeing what is about to happen but keeps walking snickering. I lean down and wrap my lips around you wanting to go slow, taking the tip and sucking it, moving further down slowly only about half way when I feel it go what feels like to far and I jerk back up hitting my head on the cornor of the table. I hear you sigh and say no pet I think it is more like this ....and I feel your hands on the back of my head as you shove your cock deep down my throat hard and fast. I go to pull up but you hold me there saying now swallow and keep swallowing. I do as I am told trying to make my throat muscles as tight as I can around you swallowing hard over and over again. Then I feel you yank my hair and pull me off.......you look at me again.....pet now do you know? I do not answer I just know what I need to do......I take you back in my mouth and I force you deep in my throat and back up again faster and faster and faster, swallowing you wanting to make you cum wanting to please you. I hesitate when I hear one of the couples return to their table ...stopping almost letting you come out of my mouht but then I remember my training and keep you there but still afraid to move frozen from being caught. But then you tell me that you never gave me permission to stop and you force my head down again. I keep moving on you faster and faster ....hard ...thrusting my head down on you till I feel your hands on the back of my head again and as you begin to get close you force my head to stay as you begin to thrust upwards in your chair.....pumping my mouth. I feel you move agasint me thrusting deep into my throat pumping faster and faster hitting the back of my throat each time. I am trying to swallow but you are pumping hard and using my mouth for your own enjoyment. I have no control any longer but to try to suck you each time you come to the tip and slam back into my throat.  Then I feel you begin to pulse and I know what will be coming....my desert is almost here.
This time I push my head down meeting your thrust working with you faster and harder. Wanting to feel you cum. When I feel it hit my tongue ...warm thick....I slide you deep into my throat swallowing every drop. I feel you shaking a little as I lick the cum off your cock and from my lips. Seeing you happy and relaxed I wipe my mouth of the drool that has formed there and I wipe you clean with a cloth napkin from the table as I slowly .....carefully cover you and re do your pants.
A gentlemen comes over and taps you on the shoulder. Expecting the worst you stiffen and look at him with a stern look ......"I just wanted to ask......can you teach my wife that" as he walks away chuckling

Saturday, October 10, 2009

a dream? ~~~ by Me

I do not have the strength to saythe feelings buried deep within
my soul that aches
the tears that fall
my heart that breaks
it all is gone
I love him so he has my heart
in his hand lays all my trust
he curls his fingers and gently squeezes
the blood that flows slowly freezes
I gasp for breath and stare in his eyes
i glow with trust love and life but saldy tho its not returned
for in his eyes all hope dies
I watch his fingers bury deep
as my heart begins to bleed
the grin that forms upon his lips
as he tells me now ...begin to strip
i stand alone on shacky legs
as all clothes are slowly stripped away
no decency is left for meI am his now I can not flee
i close my eyes as tears do flow
all I wish is for him to go
but a gentle hand now lays on my skin
a touch so light it's like a ghost
I dare to look afraid to see the hand is his, there's a gentle squeez
a nightmare he whispers into my ear
now close your eyes and dream my dear
of us together us alone the love we share can not be undone
wrapped in his arms and in our bed
a smile forms upon my lips as dreams do dance within me head
of us together us alone and the love we share not to be undone

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

~~~It's Allright~~~ By SirDragon

Dry your eyes and cry no more
Your dreams await on nearing shores
A hand extends from someone near
To cast away your doubts and fears
It's time to start a life anew
With changes for the both of us
Cling not to the things you've had
Reminders of a time so sad
So rise about the mire and silt
And free yourself of fear and guilt
Question not the things unknown
Just please accept the love you're shown
Trust in things you can not see
And maybe you'll believe in me
So now before you here i stand
Just make a wish and take my hand
By SirDragon ( C) Peter A.M.

What I feel love means...called...love is by SirDragon (Peter A.M)

Love is being happy,
for the other person when,
they are happy,being sad for the other person,
when they are sad.
Being together in good times,
and being together in bad times.
Love is the source of strength,
Love is being honest with yourself.
At all times being honest,
with the other person,
at all times telling,listening,
respecting the truth, and never pretending.
Love is the source of reality,
Love is an understanding that is
so complete that you feel as if you
are a part of the other person.
Accepting the other person just the way they are,
and not trying to change them to be something else.
Love is the source of unity,
Love is the freedom to pursue
your own desires,while sharing your experience
with the other person.
The growth of one individual alongside of,
and together,
with the growth of another individual.
Love is the source of success.
Love is the excitement of planning things together,
the excitement of doing things together.
Love is the fury of the storm,
the calm of the rainbow .
Love is source of passion,
Love is giving and taking in a daily situation.
being patient with each other'sneeds, and desires.
Love is the source of sharing,
Love is knowing that the other
person will always be with you,
regardless of what happens,
missing the other person
when they are away,
but remaining near in heart atall times.
Love is the source of security,
Love is the source of life.
SirDragon (C) Peter A. M.

Protected ~~~~~ By Me

Sleep my love let the day go
I'm here to hold you safe and warm
Troubles of the day all are gone
Protected you are my cherished one
Lay close to me in my arms you'll stay
Rest dear one tomorrows another day
Dream of rainbows where we can play
Of laughter, smiles, and loved ones
Dance amoung the clouds my love
Run through fields of flowers
Feel the sun upon your face
Remember you are safe little one
No trouble will come your way
When daylight comes tomorrow
And your eyes begin to flutter
Slowly you will wake my love
In my arms where you are safe
Together we'll face the day

Spirites in the Wind ~~~~~ By Me

Move on they say, dont stand still
Leave the pain of the past behind
let the future come shining through
Our dreams are all but forgotten
Through you they must live on
Happiness is what we wish for you
But pain will surely come
Take it in, then let it go
Don't keep holding on
All is never lost, we will light the way
We are family, friends and lovers
We are here for you in every way
Now move on, but always remember
Live out your dreams and wishes
Life is not forever, someday you'll be with us
Shining the way for others

Sunday, September 27, 2009

hope by Brian Quin

When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,. one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Alive ~~~~~ By Me

Stronger than I’ve ever been. So often it felt like the world would end. The ones I love and loved now gone alone I must learn to stand. Lessons taught so harshly it seemed now make me who I am. I have felt weak for too long with my eyes to the ground. Ashamed so often of who I am and the words that would come out of my mouth. No longer do I feel this weakness. The shroud of insecurity and despair was ripped from me leaving me bare for the world to see. But to my surprise no laughter was heard nor a cruel word. As I slowly raised my head I was greeted with kindness and care. A new cover was put around me not one to hide beneath but one to make me see. Confidence I began to feel. My thoughts began to look to the future instead of the past. As this feeling of new found security over took me, I felt a hand placed in mine. No longer did I have to wait to rise for I had done so on my own.
Opening my eyes once again to see the world as never before. I only looked down once to glance at the hand in mine, but no longer was it there. I still felt its warmth and felt its grip as if to let me know I will never be alone. I raised my eyes up to the sky again and let the suns warmth wash upon my face. The corners of my mouth raised in a smile I could not hold back. Breathing in deeply, feeling my lungs fill with air as only one thought was in my mind, the one thought that would stay with me throughout life………I am alive!!

final sleep ~~~~~ By Me

It’s over whelming the pain that starts within
It overtakes all feelings and turns them dark and dim
My stomach tied in knots as my chest begins to cave
My head begins to swim as my eyes turn dark and grey

My heart beat begins to quicken as my hands begin to shake
My lips begin to tremble as I slowly lose my faith
Left broken and alone grey is all I see
No one around to hear me cry or even here me breath

I look to god but he’s not there
Disappointed and ashamed he has left me here
Alone among the masses so lonely and afraid
I close my eyes and take a breath and except that this is fate

I slowly sink into the tub as the water creeps up far above
My arms go numb my breathing stops
As the plan I made begins to work
The drug I took slowly takes effect
As I drift into that final sleep