Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Just a reminder to those who think they know everything.........

Aftercare

(Aftercare) is the process of attending to a submissive after intense activities of a physical or psychological nature relating to BDSM activities. It can be, and often is, the most beautiful part of a scene, and it is part of the scene, the final scene. To skip it altogether is as rude as having dinner at a friend's house, and bolting once you've eaten your fill. Aftercare can confirm that the scene has just ended, that it had meaning and that the gifts of Dominance and submission had value. Aftercare in its most simple form is just being there with your partner for a sufficient time period so that they feel safe, secure and loved and no longer feel the need to cling to you.

(Aftercare) requires emotional support, comfort, reassurances, and physical tenderness and should be provided after ANY play scene OR punishment.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

the fantasy......by me

I think about being taken out of no wear....sometimes I wish to be tied up on a bed....blind folded...strangers room....wake up to darkness can only hear little creaks here and there as somone is walking around ....


mins seem like hours and yet there is nothing....till they are at my ear telling me there is no where to go ....

then the room is empty .... I fall asleep relunctently ...just to wake up to find someone is in me moving on me...taking me i try to scream but my mouth is full no sound gets out I here him grunting pushing harder...brusing my pelvis with each thrust then I here someone instruct him to get off....I feel relief as he climbs off i'm left alone in the room again crying

then someone is back....I feel a wash cloth on me warm....

they run it across my face gently, down my neck, my brest, stomach, across my clit grinding it there a little before moving down my legs then I feel something cover my face and there is darkness again....

I wake up this time to find myself being moved...and yet I feel like I can not move I hear people talking and laughing. Someone says somethingn about how this is the best place. Then I feel it....someone is sliding in me but I am on top of them...I try to force myself to move and they all scream with laughter saying please move....I find that my movements are restricted by ropes I can only move but so far the blindfold is removed and I find that my wrist and ankles are tied but not to any furniture there are men holding the ends of the ropes...

I try to pull on them but they pull them tighter stretching me the guy below me thrust upwards and instructs the guys to hold me there as if they understand they all get quiet the oen below me informs me that he is the one who owns me he is the one who will decide what happens next

i go limp no where to go he nods his head and I feel someone enter from behind pushing me down on the one below the blind fold is put on again and there is just darkness as all my other senses are hightened i feel anothers cock rubbing against my lips trying to get me to open

I refuse

wanting to scream but knowinf if I open my mouth what will happen the man below me squeezes my nipples hard turning them purple so hard tells me to open I refuse

I then here him say pull...all the ropes get tight as the guy behind me slams in me hard and the guy below pumps even harder i scream and only get cock in my mouth

and down my throat

gagging

chocking

the guy below me laughs he tells me that I will do what he says or I will never be set free i'm crying but find hope in the word free I feel each of the guys begin to pulse and I know what is to come...I tense up which just seems to please eacho f them more as each of them begin to fill me

I feel it run down my throat making me want to gag but can not the other two have already cum in me and they are all laughing my whole body shudders

I am tied to the bed again as they all leave the room

used

wondering what happen to being free

daddy's little girl..........bdsm...........fictional only......daddy aka master/dom ~~~~~~ by me

Coming home from school...pigtails.....short skirt, knee highs, button up blouse......you sitting on the couch watching tv......you call me over to you and tell me to take a seat next to "daddy" I sit down next to you .......you ask me how my day was. I tell you in between taking sips from a soda can. I move closer to you....letting my skirt rise a little. You notice....but try not to notice. You ask me if I am ok......I tell you I am cold. You wrap your arm around me rubbing my shoulder and ask me if that is better I tell you I am still cold......you look over at me and notice my nipples are showing stiffly from underneath my blouse...then quickly look away. I look over at you catching your eye and seeing what you were looking at I blush a little but also smile. I ask if I can sit in your lap saying I would be so much warmer there you pause look at me ....I watch you gaze wonder down the front of me then back up to my eyes. You shake your head no and tell me that maybe I should go to my room and get a blanket to get warm. I pout a little as I watch you turn up the tv. I get up and head upstairs and lay face down on my bed mins pass and nothing is heard except the tv downstairs. I shove my head into my pillow wondering what I did to make you mad then I feel my Mattress move.

I don't move.....I hear your voice and feel your hand on my back. You ask me if I am warmer now....

I lay there silently, you ask me again pushing on my back rubbing it......"I asked you a question....are you warmer yet"

I still just lay there....head in my pillow but I move a little closer to you. I feel your hand slide down over my skirt.....then I feel the mattress move again and know that you have stood up. I turn my head a little to dare a peak to see where you are. You are standing at my doorway back towards me as if to go.....I whisper "I'm a little warmer daddy"

I see you waiver as if to take a step out of the room then you turn and walk closer to teh bed

"are you my little girl....are you warmer" you ask

I feel you sit on the bed again I let my body shift with the weight....letting my skirt lift completely up to my waist exposing my little panties.....white with little pink hearts ...bikinni cut. "a little warmer daddy but still kind of cold" I choke out.

you ask me "how can daddy help to warm my little girl up?"...... I look back at you out of the cornor of my eye and shrug. Then I bury my head back into the pillow. I hear you chuckle

then feel you hand on my back again sliding down and over my panties......then I feel you tug them making them slide up the crack of my ass....pulling against my cilt.

I bite my lower lip....not moving. You tell me that I have been bad not being honest with daddy......not telling him the truth. I ask what I have lied about. But you do not say a word you just pull harder on my panties then there is nothing........i feel you lift yourself again off the mattress. I don't look this time afraid to look, mins pass...nothing....I just lay there my ass exposed underwear firmly pressed against my clit. I fall asleep......

I wake to feeling very warm.........extremly warm. I'm still on my stomach but my blouse is undone and half way down my back pinning my arms to my side. My skirt is still raised up to my waist and my panties have been twisted so they are almost painfully pulled against my clit and up my ass.....clipped in the back to keep them there.

I feel your hands rubbing me my legs ......I go to look down but find I can not for there is a rope around my neck tied to the headboard keeping me still. I ask "daddy why am I tied"

You stop rubbing for a min then begin to rub harder ...harshly "daddy please......" I choke out in a whisper. You do not answer....you tug on my legs forcing my body to move and the rope to strain around my neck ....almost close to passing out ...then you release. I choke...gasping for breath......tears are streaking my face.....but I do not dare move or make a sound.....i feel you rubbing my legs again.....my legs feel like they are on fire. I get a glimpse of the bottle ont he nightstand that reads.....warms with motion. Now I know why my back and legs are so warm......

I whisper "daddy", timidly, afraid....you stop rubbing and stand up. "what did I do to make you mad daddy" I cry. You look down at me as I turn my head to see your face.....you smile down at me warmly....."my little girl.....even when you are good you are still mine.....when you are bad you are mine ......when you are neither you are mine......" I am confused uncertain what to think. "daddy I do not understand" You look down again I watch you as you look slowly down my whole body......

"then understand this my little girl......i will take care of you.....you said you were cold and being you are MY little girl I must make sure you are warm" I look at you but do not say a word.....I bury my head into the pillow then I hear you ask in a very firm voice "is MY little girl still cold?"

I shake my head no feeling the rope burn into my skin. You walk over to the bed and pull on my legs hard "I did not hear you.....your head does not raddle.....NOW answer my question....are you still cold!!!" I try to speak but the rope is burning into my throat. I feel you release, then pull again "answer me"

I choke out "I'm warm Daddy" you release again....I gasp for air. Then I feel you laying on me the rope is pulled snug on my throat as you make me sink into the mattres with your weight.

I try to move but can not. I hear you at my ear ...you whisper hot breath in my ear "I do not know if my little girl is warm......if I am to be a good Daddy I need to check" You get up and and I hear you leave the room......I sigh thinking it is ok...that you are no longer mad at me. I begin to cry in the pillow.....I finally scoot myself up the matress......able to relieve some fo the tension on the rope but not by much just enough to roll over so I can get some freash cold air again. When I roll over it twist my shirt in such a way pinning my arms behind my back....but I do not care because I can breath again. I close my eyes taking in long breaths...letting my body go limp....the only pain I feel is the clip that is keeping my panties in place as it is buried into my back. I lay there slightly propped against the head board to keep the rope lose.....eyes close taking in long deep breaths. Then with out warning I'm on my back flat the rope pulled tight around my throat....my arms stretched and twisted behind my back painfully...making my back arch and the blouse slide further to the sides exposing my breast. Then there is release again. I feel your hands under my arms as you lift me up the bed again relieving the tension in the rope. I look up at you releived to see you happy to be able to breath again....happy to see your smile.

You place a hand on my forehead and look down at me "you are safe little one".....you smile warmly. I begin to relax......I close my eyes for a second and feel your hand graze my bra... then slide down my stomach....I feel you tug on my panties.....I moan without meaning to just out of reaction to the bolt of electricty it sends through out my body. You tell me to open my eyes I do so slowly and then I see you hold in front of me a knife....not very large but very sharp....as if to prove it to me you let it graze my cheek...not cutting but just feeling....

I feel the knife slide down my cheek and to my neck for a momment I think you will cut the rope

but I feel it slide past that. I feel it grazing my nipple threw my bra and then the other nipple

I here you chuckle a little as I gasp then I feel nothing but afraid to open my eyes. With a quick jerk I feel my bra snap ....cut and i feel the coldness of the blade against my nipples one af the other. I can feel my body reacting even though I do not wish it to. I feel my panties getting damp I here you say "hmmm I see my little girl likes this....." I do not say a word you reach up above my head and tug the rope....."does my little girl like this?" I nod afraid to say no. "awww such a bad little girl....lieing to daddy" You pull the rope hard and I feel you tighten it around my neck. "Now that you are such a bad little girl I will have to make sure this always stays tight" I wimper but can not choke out even a word. You smile....laughing a little......then stand up and just look down at me. "I think my little girl has too much on.......I think that dadd'ys little girl wants to please him........" "does daddy's little girl want to please him?" I go to whisper yes then remember the rope and choke out "no" "No....hmmmm No" you say almost with concern

I lay there thinking I have not lied.........I look to you and I see pain on your face. I feel like I have hurt you I feel pain inside for i do not want to hurt you....I watch you begin to leave the room. I choke out a soft "please" you stop and just stand there back turned to me...I can not see your face. I try again "please daddy"

you turn.....I begin to feel releived for I see you coming back "does daddy's little girl wish to please him?" you ask softly "yes daddy .....pleaes" I beg. You stand before me watching me.....I can feel your eyes watching my chest rise and fall as I try to breath.

Then you look at me a grin on your face

" you will please me.....but only when I wish you to.." I force out another whisper "please daddy pleaes let me please you" I force my hips up spreading my legs....exposing what the panties have turned very red and raw. You look down and grin "my girl is being bad again only thinking of herself......wanting to be pleased herself and not of daddy's needs" you chuckle

I watch as you lower your pants and your cock stand hard and erect inchs away from me

You crawl on top of me hovering.......looking down at me you grip the rope and pull hard....I feel all the blood rush to my face...feeling very warm....you speak almost harhsly "daddy's little slut is going to please him and she will please him right if she knows what is good for her"

I feel you crawl further up on me......knees pressed down into the mattress on either side of me right beside my shoulders......you hold the rope tight forcing me to gasp for air. I open to take in a deep breath and you shove your cock deep in my throat gaggin me. You pull the rope tight squeezing my throat feeling the rope on your cock through my throat. I swallow trying to gasp for breath my teeth graze you and you push your self deeper in "you will NOT do that again girl or you will never breath with out my cock in your thraot!!!!!" You push your cock over and over and over again forcing me to take you focing my head agsint the mattrees then pulling the rope forcing me against your pelvis.

Tears stream down my face you look down "my little girl will not cry she should be happy for she is pleasing her daddy" I hear these words and like a switch turned on in my head i begin to suck on you. You pull the rope tighter as tight as it will go and I can almost feel blackness wanting to take me .....making me swallow harder....trying to concentrate on sucking you to stay awake. I feel you begin to pulse and I suck even harder ...then you stop......I push my head forward trying to please you but you pull the rope back forcing me off you. "I said little girl will please her daddy but ONLY when he wants it and how he wants it"

"now you have given me no choice....."

I feel you grip me and flip me forcing the rope to twist and now it is so tight bringing tears to my eyes. Laying flat on my stomach I feel you enter my ass ....completely dry...........hard

With each thrust the rope is pulled tighter and my body tenses I hear you moan each time. You aer slamming against me pushing harder and harder. Almost completely passed out.....I feel you lift me up on the bed lossening the rope as you say "you will not pass out! My little girl will not do that daddy wants to here her scream"

Then you are at me again except now you have positioned me so that I am almost up on my knees ..doggy style....you are pumping me hard brusing me, ripping me. Then I feel you pull my panties almost ripping them as they tare across my clit....burning it. I tighten every muscle and scream out which only seems to excite you.

You move harder and faster ...I can not stop screaming any longer all I feel is my clit on fire as you are ripping me from behind. Then I feel you slam into me hard and stay there and I feel you pusling deep in me cumming in my ass pumping it hard my body tenses feeling you cum which only makes you moan louder and bury yourself deeper in me. I go limp thinking you are done but you continue to pulse for what seems like forever. You then stop you reach your arms around my waist hugging me while you head lay s on my back ....you are still deep in my ass. You groan "that is how my little girl will please her daddy........for now......"